I had heard about them, but I was more skeptical than anything else. I am talking about vibrators. I know quite a few other girls who have used them and they said I should experience it too, but then… I could never muster the courage.
Things became a bit difficult when my boyfriend of seven years got a posting in the Middle East. It was a teary goodbye and all but the real pangs started in the nights that followed when I really began to miss him.
With each night, I only became more desperate. It was too much of a good thing that had abruptly stopped and that was taking a heavy toll on my whole life. I was even bad at work because of all this.
I was only this close to getting fired from my third job when one of my friends suggested that I should see a doctor about my problem.
Frankly speaking, I didn’t see how a doctor could get me out of what I was going through, but still the friend forced me and I got myself an appointment. And that, probably, was one of the best decisions I made in my life.
Some people would say it was a very unorthodox prescription, but after listening to everything I had to say, the doctor said that I was only lacking some intimacy in my life. She said I was so used to sex that I was missing it badly. And that’s when she suggested I start using a vibrator.
It was too much for me initially, but then she explained things to me. She said that many doctors tell their patients to use vibrators when they are going through what I was experiencing. She said how it makes these people less vulnerable in causing harm to themselves and how they make them better emotionally. In fact, she also told me of a place from where I could buy a vibrator discreetly.
It was a very unconventional thing to do, but now I am really better. I still miss my boyfriend, but things are much better. This device has seen me through several rough times and has actually made my life better… and probably safer dare I say it thank god for sex toys.
